Like chess, our lives are also on TV. This is a mind game that we play, sometimes death around the corner too.

This show preparation took months, had so many changes too, and along the way, the late father of Tri Handoko passed away, he lost it too, but do nothing but continue.
I remember putting a GoPro camera in his pocket, even to the funeral ceremony.
So we have so many messy pieces of footage, because apparently, this game of life indeed, changing.

The only thing that matters at that moment is the tribute to his father, his feelings and my emotion.
He created a very strange yet beautiful collection with black, red and white palette, with the help of Rinaldy Yunardi for the eye, mouth and headpieces all hit with nails.

What a symbolism.
And along the journey, all I remember is this one song from Death Cab for Cutie, and I asked my fellow musician, Adra Karim, to make a sample for this song, just a sampling, a rough one for the presentation.

He changed the choreography, he wanted to sit down and watch them for himself. I have to say yes, that’s all that matters.
The only thing I can add was the lighting direction, I know I'm the FOH queen right after that.

Everyone was crying.